Thursday, April 12, 2007

Character and Integrity

Today was one of those days at work. I am a Special Ed. assistant. I work directly with a "special" student who has ADHD, Autism, and behavior issues. Also, a colleague of mine is a very challenging person. Some things happended today that weigh heavy on my heart. I often wonder why I am in this place of employment. Why did God put me there? I am quickly reminded that I need to be there, not only to help others but to build my own character. To gain integrity. This is something we all need. If we aren't being challenged, how will we grow? The process isn't always easy but in the end it is all worth it. This is what gets me through the days and the weeks. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my job, it is just difficult sometimes. I am thankful I have a job.

In the book Bedside Blessings, Charles Swindoll writes, "Nothing speaks louder or more powerfully than a life of integrity...Nothing stands the test of time like solid character...You can handle the blast like a steer in a blizzard. The ice may form on your horns, but you keep standing against the wind and the howling, raging storm because Christ is at work in your spirit. Character will always win the day. As Horace Greeley wrote: "Fame is a vapor, popularity an accident, riches take wing, and only character endures.""

4 comments:

Melissa said...

Heids, that was a great post with so much insight. Even if you are having a rough day why don't you call me and we can find some humor in it, love ya! Maybe I should be in there for my ADHD & eye problem!

Anonymous said...

Great post Heidi and I think it shows your character and strength! It's not always easy to find that silver lining in trying situations (especially when it's your job!!). Love that last quote!!

Erica said...

Heidi -
You are one of the most patient and caring people I know. I do think you are there for a reason. Most people would give up! You are doing awesome! Miss you!!

Had to laugh at Melissa's post - hehe

Carrie Postma said...

Heidi! This was an awesome post...thank you for sharing your heart. As I am typing this teh song, "Everlasting Love" by Lincoln Brewster came on teh radio...."strength will rise as we wait on the Lord..." very cool. May God's strength lift you up at work, Sweets!